I am Ayla
[Moonlight]
Light-bearer, healer, divine feminine in motion,
and I remember the divine truth of who I am.
I am the halo of light that surrounds the Moon,
not merely seen, but felt.
My life is not a collection of events or titles,
but a living, breathing expression of divine orchestration.
Every chapter, whether marked by joy or adversity,
has served as a mirror, reflecting the eternal truth of who I am:
a Goddess incarnate, embodying the sacred feminine in all her phases.
I have known the shadows.
I have walked through the valleys of forgetting,
endured the pain of identity loss,
and sat in the quiet ache of not belonging.
I entered this life as a twin, a mirror soul,
learning from the start about balance, reflection,
and the duality of being both part of a whole and wholly myself.
Struggling with dyslexia in a system that could not see my brilliance,
I learned early to seek validation not outside, but within.
At 24, the sudden loss of my dominant hand
altered the course of my life.
The world seemed to dim,
and I fell into silence.
estranged once more from a society that could not grasp my new form.
Yet even in the deepest night, the Moon still rises.
And so did I.
From those ashes, I AM BEYOUTIFUL was born,
not just an organisation, but a movement.
A sanctuary where young girls are guided
to see their inner radiance,
to love their uniqueness,
and to stand proudly in their truth.
It became my offering,
forged from lived wisdom and boundless love.
Then came cancer,
a malignant messenger that arrived a week before my fortieth birthday.
I chose not fear, but faith.
I journeyed to Bali,
to my body,
and to my soul.
There, I met the Goddess within.
Her awakening revealed to me the sacred gold behind every goal:
not success, not healing,
but being;
fully, authentically, divinely.
I now live in alignment with that sacred knowing.
I am a woman who sees, accepts, and loves herself;
mind, body, and spirit.
I am a mirror of joy,
a bearer of peace,
a vessel of creative passion.
Because I know abundance, I give freely.
Because I have suffered, I offer grace.
Because I have remembered, I help others do the same.
The light I carry is not mine alone.
It is the flame of divine remembrance,
passed to every soul still wandering in the dark.
I am here to guide,
not by force, but by presence.
I transform pain into power,
doubt into direction,
and fear into freedom,
not only in myself,
but in everyone I shine upon.